The boys are in their second week of online school, but I’m not ready to let summer go!
I had understandably lowered my expectations for the summer because of COVID-19, cancer treatments, a second surgery, closed beaches, canceled flights, canceled college tours and canceled summer camps.
But I have to say that I’m continuing to enjoy a wonderful summer, even though the school year has already begun.
Really, I am!
We certainly made some adjustments, but the summer was still filled with family, friends, beach trips, girls’ weekends, a couples’ weekend, plenty of grown-up lunches and even a surprise 50th birthday celebration.
Yep, I turned 50!
I can honestly say that a day or two will sometimes pass without the word “cancer” crossing my mind.
It always finds its way back, but I’m better able to manage those thoughts. Cancer no longer has the hold on me that it once did.
I’m doing everything I can to care for my body, mind and soul. That has to be enough for now.
I have things to do!
My doctor’s appointment went as expected, with no new developments. I’m still taking Tamoxifen and will continue for at least the next five years.
The side effects are either diminishing, or I’m learning how to live with them.
Why me? Why Not? 